Well, I think I may be getting over my crush. We have met a few times for drinks, come back to mine had great sex but I don't see him often enough to keep any kind of desire going in between our meetings.
At first I had knew very little about him and let my imagination run wild. Between seeing him I could give myself butterflies by day dreaming and imagining what he was like. Now that we've met a few times I'm kind of in between not knowing him and possible knowing him. I'm familiar enough with him to prevent day dreaming yet I very much doubt that we will get to know each other on anything more than a physical level.
For now I'm putting the lack of interest down to him being busy with work and exams but if things don't improve after Christmas I'll have to stop seeing him. I would like to get to know him better, and I'll need to if I'm too stay attracted to him. I can never be attracted to someone on a looks only basis for very long. The novelty wears off and I get bored.
I don't mind meeting up just once a week (that suits me just fine) but there needs to be some contact in between i.e. flirty text messages to keep the fire stoked. I have text him but the messages I get back, if I get one back might as well be about the weather for all the passion they have.
He needs to strike while the iron is hot if he's interested. At the moment I am feeling lukewarm. I am unwilling to play games and have initiated contact but I am also unwilling to chase someone who isn't really that fussed.
The worse thing is that when we first slept together he asked me to stop seeing my fuck buddy, talk about mixed messages!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment